1/4/09

Happy new year 09

Well the new year is here time to start a new chapter or book which ever one i want to start. I think i am gonna start a new book cuse the old ones are just so bland and tired. I am gonna write a story this year that everyone will never forget. I am finally gonna take charge of my life and do me. I always please and did for everyone and never did for myself now it is gonna be all about me. I know this may sound a lil selfish but hey no one thought or cared bout me in 08.

Another change i am gonna make this year is try to find a new career, new job title or a new place to work. The school I work at has run its course. The job i have to me is basically entry level position. I am beyond entry level. Way beyond. I have to get back on my grind and do this. I know there is something out there for me to do and make more money at. The way the school is going we could close up. We are out of funds they can barely pay us. I had 3 signs in 08 that we might close. Sign 1: all staff meeting - they called an emergency all staff telling us that we are in red and they bank could come and take over. Sign 2: layoff- they laid off 5 people within a couple of days. Sign 3: paychecks - they couldnt pay us on time. We had to wait for someone to pay us before we could get paid. That has never happen in the 4 years i been there. God has been sending me signs about this so i am taking heed and do as he is telling me. Ijust have to comply.

Another change is trying to save money to move. I have to move this year. The place i am in i have out grown. it is getting small and i am getting bigger so to speak. lol I have a studio and i am looking for either a condo, rowhouse, or renting again. I am hoping not for the latter. i really want to own I just need a betta job or hit the lottery. With my luck i would get the new job first. lol

I decided to stop smoking black and milds. I was coughin to much. U know 420 is my thing anyways. Black i smoked cuse my job stressed me out. So i am not gonna let my job stress me out. WEll that is all for new years. I hope i have a good one. tt4n

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