Secerts why do people keep them? Is it because they are embarassed of what they have done, someone told them something in confidence, or they just dont want to tell anyone. I have several secrets things I feel that god is the only person that should know. I get slack for keeping things from people all the time. It is not that i mean to but i just dont see in the point in talking bout things i feel that are private. The folks I hang out tell me everything and everyone elses business also. I am like damn, how are you gonna tell me someone elses business, something that someone probably told u in confidence.
My real problem with the secrets i have is trust. I have trust issues. It is hard for me to trust someone with things that are going on in my life cuse of the folks in my past have ratted me out. Meaning telling my business to everyone now I just keep everything to myself. I use to tell my mom everything until she died 6 years going on 9 years ago. She was my ear for everything. There was nothing that i wouldnt tell her. She was the only person I can absolutely trust beside god. So now I just keep things away from everyone.
I use to keep a journal, but i stop writing in that. I had wrote something about a friend and they saw it and decided to not talk to me anymore. It was nothing bad just a lil crush and they got scared. I never saw him again but anyways. Thats the reason why i stopped writing. I have this blog and this is public. The things i write here are just simple things nothing that no one has heard me say in the past.
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