liars

Ok I have a problem and i know everyone is gonna feel what i am about to say. I have been talking to this dude. He was real cool. Very nice dude well I thought he was. We have been talking about 3 months we met spent some time together and chilled. He kept asking me to be his man and i kept saying no and he kept asking me why and i told him cuse i am not ready. Well today the real answer came to mind. Him and i both are on yahoo. Well for the past week I have been coming online but being invisible. I find doing that u can catch a mofo in the act. Well the same dude i said no to about being his bf already has a bf of 7 months. I am like this is why i told him no in the beginning cuse my heart already knew something was going on. My heart never lies to me. I sometimes feel like i am at the circus with all the clowns that i meet.


I took out the time to evaluate myself to see if it was me. Yes some of it is me cuse i dont give dudes a chance by why should i give a clown a chance. I wont settle for less than anyone. I have high respects for myself and i expect the same. I will never be second to anyone but GOD. And no dude out here is god. So WTF. Yeah I am very understanding person. I give the person the benefit of the doubt. But after awhile that gets old. I will be 38 in less than 4 months and I am tried of being single but i wont just date anyone cuse i am tried of being single.


I have come to the conclusion that mos dudes online are just full of SHIT. Not all just 99.9%.


Can one dude keep one attention for more than 10 seconds and not be a liar a user or act like they come from the circus.