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Yo my weekend was boring like all the rest. I meet this dude online on saturday. First of all I was like why i am meeting this dude when I know for a fact he aint what i want. I set myself up for this one.

I have been talking to this dude online for awhile. He seem so nice online til it was up to the time I was to meet him. He started asking me questions like what would u do if I didnt look the same as my pic. I was like what do u mean and he would ask the question back. I said i take it on a case by case bases but i dont like to be deceived. Well I meet up with dude out at wheaton mall on saturday night. I was expecting what I saw in the pic. Well of course like the others i was deceived again. I even asked homie to send me a pic again so when we met up i would know it was him. Well why did some dude that wasnt in the pic come up the me. I backed off when he called my name. He yelled out loud yo JD. I was like wow. I said sup. I had so many things racing through my mind. first of all homie lied about what he look like. Some short fat dude came up to me. I was like who are you. When he told me his name i had this look of another liar who wasted my time online again. I was like aight. He goes whats wrong and i was like u dont want me to answer that right now. And he was like so sup. I was like well another loser who lied to me and wasted my time. He said to me well u wouldnt have met me if i told u the truth. And i was like u cant say that cuse u never gave me a chance. He was like well u told me u not into big dudes and i was trying to change your mind. I was like well that aint the way to do it by lying. At that point i was so pissed off. I told him to have a good day and not to hit me up ever again. He goes u just like all the rest of the fags in dc superficial. I was like no i am not superificial i just dont like to be lied to by anyone. He goes well u should over look this and let it pass. How can i let something like this pass when u lied to me about who u really are. he told me i am still the same person. well if u are i am not gonna find out cuse i hate to be decieved by anyone. so i walked away and hopped back on the train to go home.

Why on my way home this nigga left me a bunch of crazy ass messages. Telling me he is gonna give my number out to all the fat dudes he knows so they will stalk me and come after me. I never called him back. He wrote me nasty ass crazy messages online. I would just erase them then they got out of hand so i put him on my ignore list. As long as I have been on yahoo I never put anyone one my ignore list.

sometimes I wonder to myself why do I meet all these crazy ass mofos. I am one of the most nicest dudes u will ever meet and I get all the bs. i am to old for drama and crazys but they come at me full force.

Another thing sup with all these brothas in this area looking for someone to take care of them. Get a job and take of your damn self. I have found out that a lot of our so called brothas lie cheat and steal and want some dude to take care of them. I get guys hitting on me online all day especially youngins expecting me to pick them up take them out and want someone to just take care of them. I am like do u realize that no one is gonna take care of self but self. I even have found some dudes around my age looking for someone to take care of them. I have been very independent for a very long time since i was in high school and i expect the same. I have been known to be very mean and selfish when it comes to my money cuse of what has happen with me surround this. I have gone out to dinner with dudes and asked for seperate checks which only would piss off a dude who wants a free ride.

I know this dude who has everything material wise and dudes have seen what he has and only wants him for that. Well he meet me and thought i was the same. I told him as such. I dont need a dude for his money or wealth I have my own money. I need a dude who is gonna be my friend and maybe more if we end up there. Him and I are still friends today. He knew where i was coming from and respects me for that. We talk about the losers we meet all the time and just laugh.