I wish

I know someone can relate to this. There you are standing there chillin and all of a sudden you see this fine ass shawty coming your way. You standing on the block waiting for him to just past you by. But you just watch and not say nothing hoping he will turn back and say sup. But he continues to walk. Just wish you could walk up to him and find out his deal and not get all angry and up in his feelings. Being like yo i dont go that way you fuckin faggot. So in order for that not to happen what do you do?

As for me I would never do that on the street. I would have a casual conversation, but nothing serious. There is are so many times I wish I could just reach out like that and get a dudes number, but we just be cool like that. I miss the straight dudes i use to hang out with. We would just chill and do those straight boy activities, u know pool, video games, 42o all day, basketball, nfl, and just straight chillin. The funny thing bout it is when we would go out i would get all the girls attentions. The guys would be like you gay and you can get girls why dont you switch. I would just laugh it off. They knew the deal and was very confortable being around me. I would never hit on them, try to so call change them, nor did i want to be with any of them well except one but that isnt gonna be told. Next LOL Not to say that the friends I have now arent cool to hang out with I just wish they would be a little more adventurous and not do everything gay. Yeah its cool to do some gay things but not all the time.

I was on the bus today and this guy sat across from me i checked him out from head to toe. God he was so sexy his swagger was on point, and he checked me out to. I wasnt lookin right today just ordinary lol. Yes I do have those days. LIke tomorrow. But I knew he wanted to say something but i put my music on and he could hear it cuse he was boppin his head. I was lke damn my music was that loud. I had on some Usher and I played my song Here I stand and will work for love my 2 favorite love songs of 08 besides Mariah songs they are in all year long.
Well he got off the bus and checked me out from the window I was like damn another time another place. If only these dudes would step up on the plate. I would let them know the deal. I could give them the code like they did on COVER. Such a good ass movie, but funny and serious in alot of ways. Check it out very good I'll talk about that in another blog. But anyways I think they feel intimadated cuse I am like 6'6" tall. Guys get scared of that, plus I dont carry myself like I get down. So how does one put themselves out there but not all the way out there? I feel like I am at a cross road sometimes.