I have this friend and he was having an xmas party on sunday so he invited me. I asked him if he needed any help setting up that is what a cool friend is suppose to do. He said yeah. So i got fresh as always. Looking the part of thug model. I decided to go and chill out at his spot. He his is tight 4 level house in the brookland area. VEry well put together. Him and his lover live there been going on 4 years now. Both of them are very cool.
Well folks started getting there around 830 or so. I was downstairs watching the deadskins beating the viking. Man i hope they dont get a superbowl shot but if they do they have to come our way and they wont win, But anyways. I had a really good time. I meet a couple of cool dudes. I had so many dudes try to holla at me it was funny. But as always none of them were my type. Alot of drawfs in the spot. lol and u know how i feel about that. NO shorties and no bottoms. Man i wish there was a way i dude could figure out that i am bottom. Or at least vers. Shit i have my top moments. lol But i had more bottoms fem dudes and white dudes try to holla at me. None of the above is my type. But as the night went on I was so smoked out. My boy came in the room and was like here he gave me a bag of weed and said roll it up. I rolled about 4 js while in the room. Dudes was coming in and i was chillin in the corner taking it all in. Yeah they were like why u so quiet i was like cuse i have nuffin to say. When i am in a new spot or there is a crowd of folks that i dont know i get in my zone and become this watcher. I observe everything that is going on. I just chill out. While in that room dudes was trying there best to get at me and none of them came close. Everyone kept asking me if i had a man and why i was single what kind of things i like doing. All the things that every dude ask me that i never give an answer to only if i am interested. So like i said b4 no one had a chance. That whole night i just chilled and stayed to myself. He told me after the fact that i could bring anyone. But sometimes i do my best work by myself. Well the party ended at about 2. My boy told me i could stay but i left and went home. I decided to walk home and it gave me a time to think. I am about 30 min walk from his house to mine. Right across new york ave.
On my way home. I was thinking. U know another year with out someone to chill with. Out of everything all I really want is a chill partna. Someone who i can be friends with chill with go places with and if the time is right we get down like that and maybe become more. But finding is so hard now a days especially around here. We all have our agendas even i do but dudes are so disrepectful and hurtful around here. I have been thinking of relocating to a new state. I have been reaching out to god for that to show me where to relocate to.
But i got home took off my clothes and relaxed on my couch til i feel asleep. Man what a weekend.
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