9/21/07

I need a prayer

Man my day was not so good. I was late to work. Left early cuse of family stuff. Well what i thought was family stuff. I found out my nephew has to have his eye operated on. I am so worried about him. He has juvnile diabetes so sometimes it will effect your eyes. I hope he doesnt go blind. Well if he does i will be there every step of the way. I saw this woman yesterday who was blind and she had her cane but couldnt get of the gate. Uknow no one helped her out at all i was on my way out of the gate and i proceeded to help her while other folks just stood there and stopped. Sup wit people now a days. They look but wont help. I felt so bad for her. If that was to happen to me i would feel so helpless not like i feel that way now sometimes.

I went and got my supposed letter today and it wasnt what i expected. I should just learn by now never expect anything cuse what u expect never comes like it is suppose to. Man I need god right now. The devil is always around trying to start shit. He is always waiting to lash out on me. Man I need a prayer and so does my lil man. I love you john u know i got your back.

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